Gospel tracts in Hungary and Jacks testimony
Tuesday, May 11th, 2010We have some friends who are now doing a lot of missionary work in Hungary. Jack just contacted me to see if he could partner with Living Waters to publish gospel tracts in that native language. Living Waters is very good at working with folks in other countries, as they have done the same with others we know in the Czech Republic.
Anyway, in my discussions with Jack, he said that he was recently saved through the teaching of Way of the Master. When he was investigating tracts to use in Hungarian, he listened to the teaching on false converts. Then he realize that he was one of them……..anyway, his testimony is better than me blabbering on. The following is his testimony on this.
I grew up around the church as a kid, played the games, drew the pictures and cut out the angel wings and wore the crowns. I earned all the marbles and toys for repeating verses, perfect attendance. I played church as good as any kid could. I told the Sunday school teacher that yes I loved Jesus, and yes I want to go to heaven and I repeated that little prayer and glory, I was headed for heaven. I grew up in a couple youth groups, and I received the God and Country Award in Boy Scouts. I obeyed my parents and put others first; crossed at corners, rode my bike on the right side of the street - if anyone was a model for good enough to get into heaven it was me. Okay, so I told some “white” lies, and stole little stuff, but I believed I was still good enough to get into heaven. I never knew why I needed a Savior or what I was being saved from. I knew I wasn’t perfect but I was still better than those punks down in the courts. I was certainly better than those hoodlums in the next neighborhood who stole hubcaps, used God’s name as a cuss word and drank beer. If anyone was going to make it to heaven, it was me. I certainly didn’t need to hear the gospel message because I was already saved and baptized just like all the other kids. I Joined the Marine Corps after high school and a couple semesters of college with another fool on the buddy plan. I went through training and a few duty stations before being sent to Vietnam to ‘win the hearts and minds of the people’. During my tour on Okinawa and two duty stations in California I was guilty of gross immoral living that separated me further from God. I left the Marines and seemed to change back to my nice guy image. Okay, a few of the bad habits remained from the days of being a warrior. So I read porno magazines and watched the videos but it wasn’t like I was cheating on my wife. No one told me that Jesus said that if I even looked at another person to lust after them I was an adulterer at heart. I never opened a Bible but my new wife and I joined a church. We were involved in many church activities. We stop going to church because we didn’t see any need. Besides, none of the people in my new job went to church and they were good guys. Life was better outside church because I got rid of all the condemnation and judgment in my life by getting rid of all my Christian friends. Within a few years my wife and I divorced. I never realized that when you are separated from God that you are blinded to how wrong you are living. I looked at a 10 Commandments bookmark and felt guilty about being a liar, a thief, an adulterer, and I coveted. At least I wasn’t a murderer I thought. Had I read the Bible I would have known that God said if I hated anyone I was guilty of murder. Jesus said if I was angry at someone without cause I was the same as a murderer. I was guilty but still justified my lifestyle because at least I was better than those drug addicts and prostitutes. I was much better than Adolf Hitler. I remarried to a lady who attended a Baptist congregation. Soon we stopped going to church seeing no need. Besides life was going good and we didn’t need God. Still, I had feelings that something was missing in my life. I still believed I was “good” enough to get into heaven. No one told me how much God hated my lifestyle and how it was separating me from God. I believed God smiled on my lifestyle of smoking, drinking excessively, lusting after other women. I believed it was okay to hate or seeking revenge against anyone who wronged me. I was a selfish family leader that only cared about myself. I didn’t realize that God didn’t hear my prayers or accept my good deeds because He didn’t condone my lifestyle. I was separated from God by my sin filled life. My wife died at the age of 49 from pancreatic cancer after a 17 month battle. After a couple weeks I joined a church and promised God every week to rededicate my life to Him. I was reading the Bible every day now. I found out that God considered me stealing from Him if I didn’t give 10% of my wages back to Him. Even still, I was like everyone else that called themselves Christians. I went to church and I was secure in my understanding I was going to heaven because I was good enough. I was still selfish but now I sought God and I joined the church and read chapters of my Bible every day. I prayed daily, joined small groups and Bible studies. I went to Russia on 4 incredible mission trips. I remarried and after a few years. My new wife is a Christian believer that helps shaped my beliefs. We joined a new church and within a couple years I was elected mission board chairman. While researching material for a good evangelism course I heard Ray Comfort’s Hells Best Kept Secret CD It was about people who false converts in the church. Those who hear the gospels of Christ Jesus and receive it with joy but live their life as before, never encountering Jesus. I heard that an encounter with Jesus Christ is like being hit by a 60 ton log truck going 70 mph down the highway. The impact makes an impression on you the rest of your life. I hadn’t been impacted like that. Then I heard Ray Comfort’s other CD message, True and False Conversions, and realized I wasn’t really a disciple of Jesus Christ. I knew of Jesus but He never knew me. We are all going to die someday and stand before God to receive our judgment. I discovered that on that Day of Judgment Jesus was going to send me to hell. I had created a God in my own mind to suit my lifestyle and beliefs, to justify my anger, my cursing, my dislike of certain groups of people, my watching trash TV and movies. Everyone puts their faith and trust in something – their jobs, wealth, family, home toys. I learned that Jesus is the only object of faith that is worthy of our faith. In many ways, my own “goodness” was the object of my faith. I realized I will never be able to do enough good to ever earn my way into heaven. I learned God was not smiling down on my lifestyle and that every word, every hidden secret thing and every deed whether good or bad were going to be exposed before all creation on that day. I was shocked, ashamed and deeply sorry for my life of wrong living to satisfy my own selfish lusts, desires and selfish needs. I was facing the wrath of God on Judgment Day. God will use the 10 Commandments as His standard to judge me and I was guilty, guilty, guilty on all charges. God is going to crush me into powder and throw my soul into a pit of blackness. I would be in constant torment based on the amount of disobedience and wrong living I had done all my life. No peace, no joy, no relief from the pain and anguish. Only misery and suffering awaited me. I was in serious eternal trouble and I needed someone to save me from this certain destruction. I needed a Savior.




